I met you long before I knew you,
one of those moments you never forget:
You've entered my world with towels over your shoulder
and a smile melting everything in my head.
Useless to say you had me at hello,
something I realize now - eons later,
coming along with a dull pain and the thought:
I let time pass. Why? It has never been greater!
Six years went by, I saw you some time,
you've always been darling of each female being.
Knowing you did not even knew that,
I gave you my heart with every seeing...
I enjoyed you from the deepest of my soul,
for some reason suspecting we won't be together.
Yet, I had to smile whenever I saw you,
It's been hard over those years:
beautiful moments, but yet so bitter.
You've scratched my self-worth with your disdain,
since even stars have lost their glitter.
At times when I was fully broken,
you set me up and kicked me down...
contemporaneously! You did not notice
not even my confused-tortured frown.
I can not even describe correctly
the ambivalent feelings you created.
You helped me through the hardest times,
and yet deep joy and bright sun faded.
Emotionally, I was addicted
to you; it’s called dependency.
I loved the way you approached things
and admired your efficiency.
So with you, it goes always only forward -
that's what
I was waiting for so long,
Not even knowing what for.
Weeping and wailing and feeling sick,
I suffered.
I was like a blaming mind,
Not seeing false directions.
Even though thinking persistently,
I felt wrong.
I reached out for advices,
And with all help and reliefs,
Disappointment was the outcome.
I waited.
Almost desperately, but…
Not for you, not for others,
And not for other circumstances,
I was waiting for myself.
Don't thank me for patience,
Don't thank me for loyalty,
Don't thank me for faith,
Don't thank me at all.
Neither for listening to bitter-sweet-voiced lies,
Nor for supporting your poor empty shell.
Don't dare to thank for grabbing the chance of sucking out lifeblood.
Don't even think about homage while taking others strengths. You needed it most?
Don't thank me for shit.
I've gotta take a little time a little time to think things over I'd better read between the lines in case I need it when I'm older
And this mountain I must climb feels like the world upon my shoulder through the clouds I see love shine it keeps me warm as life grows colder in my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again can't stop now I've travelled so far to change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me
I'm gonna take a little time a little time to look around me I've got nowhere left to hide it looks like love has finally found me in my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again I can't stop now I've travelled so far to change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me
Let's talk about love love is the feel inside I'm feeling so much love I know you just cannot hide
I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me (I wanna know what love is I want you to show me) (I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me)