Pathfinder

I was waiting for so long,
Not even knowing what for.
Weeping and wailing and feeling sick,
I suffered.

I was like a blaming mind,
Not seeing false directions.
Even though thinking persistently,
I felt wrong.

I reached out for advices,
And with all help and reliefs,
Disappointment was the outcome.
I waited.

Almost desperately, but…
Not for you, not for others,
And not for other circumstances,

I was waiting for myself.